In the summer of 2017, I went
back to the kitchen and started working again. I found it more difficult this
time, facing chicken legs and barbecued wings all day. Most of the time it was
eight hours in a row, and I couldn't even find time to rest except for eating
and going to the bathroom. Business is good, just not yet in the peak season,
but I can just take a break every day for an hour before go to bed. I have a
duty on my shoulder, so I have to work. Is this the life of my life? That's not
what I want. I'm under a lot of pressure. I thought that only in this way, the
woman in my heart would be suppressed, but I felt more and more that she wanted
to come out. Crossdresser dating is my dream
that I want every day, and I try to control it with busy work.
Three months passed, autumn
is coming. The weather slowly turned cold, the hands began to feel cold, in the
kitchen sink, slowly unconscious. I can’t control the women live in my
heart, she shout out every day. That day, I can’t help to meeting the real
myself.
At that time, I am grateful
to my work, because of the earning extra money though the summer can give me a chance
to buy new clothes from a UK store. Part of it was to make up for the
fact that I was giving up my life as a man. My life needs some color, as the saying
goes, God must be a painter. Why else would we have so many colors? I also need some tint to spice up
my life, and I just want to face this transition with my life. When I was alone, I burst into
tears. It
was time for a change. I bought some new autumn clothes, with my sweat and hard
work, including a pair of beautiful new shoes. Shopping does help balance the mood to a
certain extent, and I feel a lot better. I took my first picture, with the
background of a tree and the yellow leaves. No makeup, but it was a sunny day,
and I seemed content, and I really did feel satisfied.
I suddenly remembered the crossdresser dating site that is specialized in the service of crossdresser kissing
and bisexual chat. There are a lot of beautiful
crossdresser and bisexuals, and Trans, now I'm a little miss the feeling of
dating, I think I can start my new appointment.